in the left eye, tears offer an apology
in the right, rage is all i see.
with my left hand, i reach out to comfort
and i draw back my right to hurt.

behind this smiling mask, this clown
the person, the face behind, it frowns.
i flinch when i hear your sound,
you bring my whole day crashing down.

i am a hypocrite,
a liar.
i see my sins and i know,
your end will be by my fire.


have you ever stamped out on a fire?
i need to.
but my shoes are soaked in gasoline.

milk made me have stomach ache.
ho mai gaud it hurts.
please remind me never to touch cold milk in the morning ever, ever again.
i think i'm going to have diarrhea. aghhhhhhhh.
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wooo i cut my hair, finally.
now it's as short as ever. but my fringe stayed.
so uh. i think i look gay at the moment. but it'll be alright once my hair grows back :D
short post. i is has to go meet sinyee at J.E. sooooooooooon.
i dont want to buy books. my mom doesnt trust that i'll buy the right ones.
what the hell, it's alr on the list.

okayokay, bai bai!
BTW WELCOME BACK MR FOX.


P.S. if your life is filled with crap, always remember, light shit up and you get one fantastic fireworks display.

3.50pm. i just woke up.

what the hell?

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ahh, have to rush english compo's. 5 in a week, my dad's crazy.
wooo prata is for lunch!
and CA hacks dont work anymore.
failpatch.
mini-post finished! see you!

The Academy Is...
Summer Hair = Forever Young.

we're crashing cars,
we used to share.
with summer girls
with summer hair.
we're driving around chasing the stars..
but the party's busted up
before it ever starts.

i'll never let you go.
don't ever forget,
tell me you'll remember,
forever young.
i'll never let you fall
it's not over yet.
you and me forever,
forever young,
we're forever young...

stop making plans, start making sense.
don't you believe any word they said.
sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
falling through the night,
and rising from the ashes...

i'll never let you go
don't ever forget
tell me you'll remember,
forever young
i'll never let you fall
it's not over yet
you and me forever
forever young,
we're forever young...

don't come any closer,
don't tell me it's over,
don't kiss me goodbye.
here we are,
am i taking this too hard?
don't say that it's easy
the hardest part is leaving
don't you wonder why...
suddenly...
we're all running out,
of time.


hmm.
hahah, i love that song. The Academy Is... is getting better and better.
ninet came to stay over last night!
the day before she also came, but she didnt stay because. er. she didnt bring clothes i think.
last night she wore my class tee, lol.
fcousins ftw!

pedobear/mr. fox/darryl came back in the evening!
then went off for camp again.
stupid la, so bored.
he wanted to come over too.
but too bad for us all. :(

KumoKami got banned. now i have to use a new acc to hack in CA. hahaha.

ahh. i dont really have much mood to post. sien.
hmm! my hair is too long to stand le.
i just tried combing it back to how it was in primary school.
im waiting for it to dry, and see if it's alright.
i wonder!


*ignore the hair. it's a messy piece of crap.


in life. there are so many problems.
problems big and small,
and so often, too often, we run.
we run away, we scamper, we crawl.
we whine, we moan, we cry.
every small little thing is something we have to bitch about.
and we run away.
stick our heads under the sand.
sweep everything under the carpet, and hope it will all just disappear.
guess what. it wont.

we see heroes on screen, in books, saving the world.
some spy driving an aston martin.
some retarded prick in a gay red and blue suit.
some hairy idiot with claws poking out of his hands.
some moron dressing up as a bat.
desensitized by fantasy,
we dont see the heroes among us.

no, im not talking about the firefighters who drag people out of burning homes.
not about the patriotic men risking their lives, shooting at other patriotic men risking their lives.
not about the guys in blue suits rounding up criminals.
not about the brave people who step into a situation, and become the guardian angel of the many in need.
they are heroes. but im not speaking about them.

im talking about ones who no one see.
who look problems and tragedy in the eye and say, "i am not afraid".
the ones who dont turn and run when enemies approach.
even if the situations threatens to force them into submission.
they stand strong.
they stand, and face up to the challenge.
but so often we overlook these brave people.
and they pass among us.
silently fighting their battles.
no one sees the conflict raging within.
and they carry on.

i love you, mom and dad.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i just saw this nick and pm from one of my contacts.
made me laugh out loud, hahahahaha.

Amos - Hangman time! _ _ _ *spacing* _ _ _ _ _ _
clue : open mouth and make a constant, high-pitched single note and drum index and middle fingers across mouth.

i wont reveal the answer, and good luck to those try! hahahahahahaha.
for those who get it, damn funny right!

hilarious. anyway, i dont think i'll be using colors in my blog anymore, unless im in a very rainbow mood.
lazy to keep highlighting and coloring words. maybe i'll bold and italic some, but probably not.
my content is interesting enough!
JUST KIDDING. i have thinner skin than that.
speaking of which, i got another unexplained injury. :O
i suspect that six legged cows have been coming to injure me with AK47's while im sleeping every night.

hmm. since there was alr some funny stuff on top.
i guess i'll make this a funny post.
all pictures are from failblog.org, funniest place on the net.
enjoy!













HAHAHAHAHAHA.
FFFFTTTWWWW!
ahem.
well, see you!
frontpage and funstuff edited. :D

i was about to type out the events of friday, cca time.
i decided not to.
i'll shall just scream, shriek, whine, shout, rant about the person himself.

justin, you're a downright asshole.
acting like you're some big shot.
you're so weak i can smash your face in with my spit.
thinking you're huge and mighty, dragging me around, as if you got power over me.
you better thank whatever god you pray to that i am tolerating you.
justin : IMMA FIRE YOUR ASS
so you're the chairman of the club.
bullsh*t, we all hate you and you know it. (except for the few who fail along with you)
i dont really give a f*** if you kick me out of infocomm.
get real. this club is a piece of sh*t.
no matter how you try to put it, it never contributed to the school, prolly never will, with sh*theads like you around.
you are behaving exactly like mrs sng (or whatever). attitude photocopied.
exalting the cca as if the members owe it their lives.
we. dont. care.
it's just 2 - 4 hrs every week where we can use com and enjoy air-con for free.
i even came for cca during the holidays. waste my sleeping time.

you're a dipsh*t nerd, understand?
not even a tiny bit paikia.
spinning bullsh*t.
do the world a favour and gtfo, please.


whoremaster, i am so pissed.
shall post more optimistic stuff next time.

it's 4:20 in the morning now.
god, why did i keep awake for so long?
this is not good.
i am so going to feel like shit during infocomm.
why did i agree to help shaoyi?
omg.
i'm such an idiot.
damn.

and there's cg tomorrow.
man.
this sucks.
lol. my dandruff is back.
needs acid to cure.

i turned on CA with the intention to check if the hacks would work.
ended up playing sand hog for 2+hours.
this is killing me.
i hate my super dark rings.
i hate my puffy eye bags.
i hate constantly dozing off.
i hate sleeping in places other than my bed.

the repetition is becoming a habit.
damn.
have to wake up in 3.5 hours.
i am so screwed.
goodnight.

i have no idea why i paid for the stupid class outing.
God, am i stupid?
tsk.

lalala, i have got to get out.
but building fund, :(
LOL, guess i have to sacrifice.
ninet and darryl are good friends now!
but ninet doesnt remember darryl's face, hmm.
maybe she should get the IBDW emote?

abshouleutlee nothing to post about now.
restarted playing bots.
since im going to have no life,
might as well get an internet one.
CEILING CAT IS WATCHING YOU M-

bored out of my head! someone is getting braces later today, :O
bright colors piss me off. =l
while darryl is shooting at targets in school, im shooting at online nubs.
ahhhh!

stupid windows update shit.
keep prompting me to restart com.
kao. irritating.
i is liek glasses.
i is buys soon.
i is saves up.
i is buys zero degree lenses.
i is liek.






i saw you yesterday.
wasnt quite a shock.
i thought it would happen.
eventually.
my heartbeat quickened.
and then slowed to a stop.
i know,
you're out of my reach.
i know it too well.



















Darryl's three shooting medals. *makes ziying jealous*


AHEM!
jiu jiu no post.
have been busy!
let's start from thursday, AHEM!

THURSDAY:
lazed about at home, talking to darryl and playing CA and the like. suddenly darryl asked if i wanted to stay over.
instantly went over.
no actually i took a crapload of time to get ready, and reached darryl's house at liek, 10+.
he said his mom got quite pissed cause i took so long. eeeeeek.
after reaching, started to do stupid stuff. and play com.
WE CHAM.
and er had to call zihui.
talked awhile. darryl and i kept laughing at roflpictures, damn funny.
super funny. liek, LOL
hahahaha. after we put down the phone, we called brendan and CA-ed till late night.
then project powdered.
then talked.
and talked.
and talked.
from 3am talked till 6am.
then slept till.......

FRIDAY :
i'm not very sure on the time we woke up.
but darryl dragged me out of bed.
ate blekfasto.
i dilly-dallied the whole day away.
supposed to print stuff, ran into complications.
became superlate for CG.
took a cab. 2nd time this week due to my stupidity, damn im broke.
chionged to zihui house. ITE dont need to. cause little bro havent reach.
waited,
waited,
met sam, went in.
i had to go to the toilet to brush my teeth. LOL.
and then cg.
and then cg.
no that wasnt on purpose.
got sabo-ed again. im cursed.

SATURDAY :
little bro joined us for service!
Ed Silvoso guest spoke.
his accent was fantastic. LOL.
jokes aside, the message was practical, and impactful.
powerpoint screwed up, LOL.
ahem.
after svc, ate, and crazied at the cafe.
going home time, crazied in the bus.
there was shit on the seat!
on the mrt, crazied on the train.
by crazying i mean shouting, screaming, banging, throwing stuff, singing badly, making a huge public nuiscance.
we outshouted everyone in all the places. we certainly attracted attention. :D
one day, we are going to appear on the stomp frontpage. look out for us!
sure will bai pose one. xD

that's all i guess?
FREEMAN IS COMING BACK TOMORROW! i mean. later today.
WOOOOOOO DARRYL IGUZO FETCH-O HIM-O.
HOMO

*cough*
SEE YOU!

P.S. i is liek geraldine's specs, i are gets zero-degree lensers. i is liek.