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MASAKA ; WELIYUM.

uhh, william chan, st francis of assisi kindergarden , pioneer primary 1e, 2e, 3-2, 4-6, 5-2, <6-2> (<3), swiss cottage secondary 1e5, 2e5, 3e1, 14 years old, 29 march 1994, blah blah blah.
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s-s-s-spider,
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W466 forever.

better together.
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Jesus Christ is my Saviour!

Monday, May 26, 2008

3:53 AM

I'll be vague too.

Harden my resolve,

watch my will evolve.

Harder, harder! i cry.

i need to have a stoic demeanor.

but i cant bring myself to.

my Redeemer; give me strength.

to survive this crisis.

i am almost spent.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

10:37 AM

shattered heart, broken tears,
his remorse, and total defeat.
however despair, had made him stronger,
braver to face life, to ultimate confidence.
So what for such cavils and trifiles?
its not worth it, as life is all about ups and downs
with joy, sorrows, wrath, and all.
- By Beverly.

shattered heart, broken tears,
his remorse, and worst fears.
despair has but defeated me;
i can see only darkness ahead.
such cavils of devils
are what breaks a man.
i cannot ignore them.
contemplating the ultimatum,
looking through the times we've been together,
joys, sorrows, wraths and all.
i let go.
and drink sour wine, mixed with gall.

Labels: backed into a corner.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

8:32 AM

haven't been posting awhile. uhh, no time, no mood, so too bad.

AHH, FRIDAY WENT EAST COAST PARK WITH ALICIA, SHANHUI AND FIONA.

VERY VERY FUN.

uhh. retarded day at school. as always. even got free period, as in teacher let us do what we want, also not fun. sibeh boring.

if only got some of the cg members in my class. wah, can play until siao!

maybe even relive some of the primary six days.

okay. then let off school. aimed to reach home around 1.10-1.15, give or take some minutes. failed. reach home 1.40+++.

thanks very much to someone. lol.

so in the end was late. v late.

while coming up the escalator, saw zihui with her friend. but she wasnt going, sad.

kk then reached east coast. learnt how to rollerblade!

kept shouting though. didnt fall at all, and didnt wear the guards. :D

hmm, saw this funny man while blading!

LOL happy happy. i wish i was so happy.

fiona also learnt how to blade. then me and shanhui go pick seashells. actually wanted to make "W466" with the shells de, but by the time we play finish, abit too dark le.

say hello to shanhui, the monkey king :D

surfing is the new craze. try it!

didnt get it to float with both of us on it though.

tried it alone....got drenched.

ahem, then i drowned. =(

was buried upright. =(

yeah as if! hahah. and if you noticed, i was talking on the phone.

later, while we were relaxing on the big rock...

ms singapore 2008 goes to...the sexy SHANHUI!!!

hahah, and the two of us...

as you can see, the sky was alr darkening.

lay down on the big rock and contemplated alot of stuff.

{[no, i never really got over it.

no healing waters can wash away the scars.

no, it doesnt seem so impossible anymore.

no.]}

then me and fiona went to buy stuff to eat. da bao-ed to the rock and ate. and then went arcade to play 1 round of DDR. alicia played herself. me, shanhui and fiona took turns sharing buttons. LOL.

after that, went home...

great day, i wish for more!!!

all photos ripped from alicia's blog. =X

ahh, eating cheese in the middle of the night is really satisfying, btw.
goodnight!

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tag replies.

too many...i continue from the latest few. =X

yinling: yesyes i do i do okay. hahahah. okay, update me on time and place please!

fiona: i know that! haha.

ninet: ye lo. his sarcasm so funny. xD

ZIYING: mine arent too good either. and yes very nice, nicer than mine! hahah.

zihui: eh eh, i got nothing better to do maaaaaaa.

Geraldine: soon ba. sorry sorry. :(

gab: hahahaha, it's better than braces okay.

m s h o: exams over le, study what!

Geraldine: ohh geraldine got balls, ewwwww.

Jingzhou: you decide date leh, i lazy to decide. :D

Emilie: haha, xiexie.

Boonlin: OKAY THANKS, NOW IM GOING TO SPAM YOUR BLOG.

Labels: lastima tanto.

Monday, May 12, 2008

6:22 AM

I LIKE YOUR TEETH, GABRIEL!!!
uhh, i dont really know what to post about, so i think i'll just try to say what i want to do after exams. so i can get back to this one day and make these things a reality.

CG Outing - more than one, to ECP, Vivo, Sentosa, etc, etc, etc. ;D
Best is have with E141 too, i miss those guys...
Class Outing or something. not really wanting this, unless it's failproof.
Outing with good friends in Swiss~!
Watch movie, watch movie, watch movie. i want to watch the Incredible Hulk, looks like it will be better than the previous one. which kind of sucks.
eat PIZZA HUT. not just pizza hur, pizza hut. alicia, we can share price. haha! :D
makan ramen. far east plaza one, quite far, but worth it. very very nice, long time no eat le.
Plaza Singapura. Reason are private.
West Coast, i want climb climb climb.
Expo service again at least once, i miss expoooo.

Hmm, i think that's it for now. and Gabriel...your nick kind of contradicts what you said about Oprah. haha...but im keeping oprah as a name!

i dont want to be a monster. i dont want to be a monster.
BAKEMONO;

I'm watching House on AXN now. a woman is currently shrieking because her baby died. and...it sounds really freaky. really really freaky. she just vomited blood. oh god. she hears voices. and House is currently confronting the husband about his alcoholism. and he's breaking down. House is doing his usual dry cynicism now.
I'm like boring you out. LOL.

okay, i dont feel like posting anymore. anyway, shall post about the people who deserve a post up here soon, im too tired to put much thought into it now.

my mother's day plan is currently working quite well. :D

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Tag Replies :
ZIYING : updateddd leeee. jyjy for the rest of your papers, rmb to keep me updated too. =X
elmo : eeeeeeeeeeeeee. I'M A GUY FOR GOD'S SAKE. nvm. er zi. LOL.
zihui : aaahhhhhhhhhh! mother's day over le la! hahah. I've been slitting my wrists. =P
charmaine : okay okay, linked! hahah. and lambs are cute. esp decomposing ones. :3
yes, i'm twisted.

Labels: outings~

Thursday, May 8, 2008

3:35 AM

alot of people have commented on me being mary. so i've decided to change my name.
to something gabriel suggested!
OPRAH!
hahahahahaha.
sounds so nice right. hmm. i have quite alot of photos i wanted to post for the istana trip. but very ma fan, so dontwant le. maybe one ba, the funniest one.

barry! hahahahahahahaha.
yes, we know the F1's coming to Singapore, but it's a golf buggy...
supposed to be the dare in a truth-or-dare game, but we all dont dare do, so he did.
while the policeman and woman wasnt looking, that is. they came over in the buggy. hahaha.
happy happy memories.
I hope we will have an outing or outreach after exams. CG outings are shiokkkkkkkkkk.
YEAH.

oooh oooh and replies to some tags...
Emilie : xiexie. go update and re-create your blog la. haha.
Wanting : I win lo, i spammed twice alright. bwaaaaaaahahahahaha.
Ninet: i think you're right...but i she bu de....
LC : ehh, shouldnt it be cheer up? hahaha. dontwant lie leh, later dirty my faceeee. =X
ZIYING : you also dont sound too happy. you cheer up, i cheer up. deal? hahah.
yinling : PROBLEM SOLVED!

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and i dont think anyone figured out yet.

Monday, May 5, 2008

7:34 PM

im sure you know.
i dont have to say it, do i.
or must i smack everything in your face, to put it forth bluntly.
please realise, just realise, i cant much longer.

i'm tempted.

jealousy stings.
upi7vsm2ytrsy6rbru5gtormf3nryyrt6yjsm1,r.9ejsyyjrgivl?
ydomh,om.6jsyrupi/5kidy3hp9for.
ermko.3xouomh2smf1,ptr/3oesmyyoeppyjr,/4niy6odysugsoyjgi;9yp8i.
ofpmyrbrm1g;oty7smu,ptr/2o4esd3s;esud6yjr3g;otyom[todvj.
os;trsfudsvtogovrf5dp,ivj1gptupi.5vsmyupidsvtogovr1s;oyy;r6gpt9,r?

numbers are _, as is time. it is only abstract.
use your left brain.
the last character is unaltered.

can you figure it out?

i'm tempted.
should i give in?

and below. there are two messages.bighints.

Labels: (at all no, (controls which parts? myheart), escape)., this... is (literally painful)

Saturday, May 3, 2008

11:11 PM

I uh, cant think of anything to post about. so i'm recycling one of my really old drafts.
i typed it out all the way alr. but dunno why never post. hahaha.
the "*"-ed comments are added now. alright, enjoy.
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posting about last thursday, the Istana outing!

wasnt in any mood to post before.

many many photos taken by alicia.

woke up at 12+, was called liek 5times by alicia and junjie. called back. said i was going. supposed

to meet at dhoby ghaut (sp?) at 2pm, me and junjie only reached at 2.20+pm. =X

ITE only alicia there. couldnt recognise her at first, she was wearing makeup!

rarely see her do that you see. haha. *as of now, not anymore.*

lame lame joke made by alicia.
"why does everyone get pregnant today?"
"labour day. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaha."

went cathay walk walk walk. am reminded of the fact that one should never accompany a girl for shopping. *except your mom!*

"heheh i is sit here look nice in glass case. they is be dragged around."

then barry come le, arranged to meet him at plaza sing if im not wrong.

before that, went 7-11 to get some food.

CRAP, THE TAQUITOS WERE COLD. SO DISGUSTING CAN.

alicia bought potato chips for so much cheaper. gahh.

went istanaaaa. had to show ID to get in. so tight security.

omg, im walking liek a gay in this one.
hahaha, barry wanted to shout "BOMB!".

after checking our bags, we went inside for the looooooong walk to where gabriel was performing.

i regretted not buying anything to drink!
at first, we watched gabriel perform. called his name a few times too. but later sat in the shade of the tree, and fiona joined us.

water was $2, super expensive!

so didnt buy. gahhhh. played truth or dare....and barry hijacked a car!

FERRARI!

hahahahaha. then we went to the dunno what house.

see the couple with the umbrella. i jealous. i got no umbrella. *raise eyebrow.*

see the price. see the price!

alot of pictures for this part. actually, no pictures allowed inside the building.

but alicia took them anyway!

i bet only bai mei only. nva use one~

i liek aircon :3

shiny!

lol, i can draw better than that.

let's see.....chairs, chairs, more chairs. oh yes and chairs.

then we went out! *as in, to another place.*

....

no more air con =(

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ahh, good times.

hahaha. so long ago. im starting to like my class more. which is great.

phototaking sucks. maths test........too hard.

ahh. see you soon. goodbye.

Friday, May 2, 2008

10:09 PM

I'm here alone, dont wanna leave.
my heart wont move; it's incomplete.
if there was a way i could make you understand;

how do you expect me,
to live alone with just me,
'cause my world revolves around you
it's so hard for me to breathe

tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
cant live, cant breathe with no air
it's how i feel whenever you aint there
it's no air, no air.

got me out into this water so deep.
only you could have dragged me out,
and only you can drag me back in.

save me.

Labels: you.

9:42 AM

food loses its flavour.
color loses its vibrancy.
thoughts lose their meaning.
purpose loses its motivation.
love shows its sting.

william's legs are like lead.
not just physical burdens. but emotional too.
william hears the roar of a souped up engine somewhere.
he walks along the centre of the two roads. it is elevated to some extent.
he sees his shadow lengthen greatly in front of him. he walks into a shadowed area, with little light.
william cannot see.
he stumbles.
he falls. suddenly, headlights flash.
william finds himself in the path of a sports car, engine humming impatiently.
he gets up.
william resumes his trudge home.
he only realises how lucky he is halfway through the journey.
his mind isnt working properly.
love does funny things to people.

my eyelids weigh a thousand pounds. goodnight.